I know…
That my money cannot buy me everyting,
Need a tiny bit of happiness, a little bit of chill.
I know
I’m loose with it,
I’m losing spirit, need
Meds and spirits, I need to feed it, yeah.
Kick my feet up on a nice chair
Run a beat lemme smoke that on a conquest
In paradise i’m paralyzed, what a madness
Is therapy the death of me?
I don't know yet.

Throw me a party
Need a pool so I could soak in,
Get back my life, where I didn't have worries.
Reality hits then my hope diminishes,
All that I had is now what I am wishing for.
Fog in my brain,

I cannot think,
I’m sure there are millions out there like me
…yeah?
I’m sure there are millions out there like me.
If I leave, would you promise me to keep your body sober?
Cuz I wish I could take a stand when all of this is over.
Oh i wish all the pain would go,
Wanna be in the eye of the storm.
If I leave, would you promise me to keep your body sober?

Sometimes I space out,
I blow my brains out,
Intoxicated, don't want to feel now.
I want to feel but my head is in doubt, yeah.
If therapy is therapy,
Where do I begin?
Need a numb for the pain that is heavy you can see.
That meddling medicine wouldn’t do me any justice,
But im blind to the obvious.
Lost and unconscious
I’m not really here.
Sinking in the sea
But I'm floating in the air.
Got a soul of a man with a messed up mind
But I'm really just a boy with a mental life.
Can therapy mentally break the shackles i’m in
Or be at a church and I'm saying the creed?
I need me some therapy
… or therapy’s good without me.

If I leave, would you promise me to keep your body sober?
Cuz I wish I could take a stand when all of this is over.
Oh i wish all the pain would go,
Wanna be in the eye of the storm.
If I leave, would you promise me to keep your body sober?